Mixed feelings now.

Glad that I have more time to myself for my own stuff, meeting friends and so on.

Sad that I start to hallucinate and imagine all sorts of disasters happening to him, especially when he can’t call.

I know I’m thinking too much; training’s tough, sure, but he’s tough too. He can get through it without any problem. I don’t know why I keep imagining the worst happening to him. Guess this dependency on him has been going on for some time…

9 months…