It’s been 3 months since the start of the year, and honestly I’m out of breath. Work’s been piling up and people I’m dealing with seem to be less nice as time goes by.  I’ve always found it amazing how people can say one thing to one person and a different thing to another person.  How do they manage their half-truths in front of so many different people?

I thought the coming week’s break would be a welcome change from the monotony of work life, but I was informed of a certain course I gotta go for during the week. I’m tired. Suddenly I feel as if the passion I had a year ago is now long gone.

Recently someone told me of certain job openings that actually sound pretty good. Of course, it’s a little too early to change jobs, especially because of the binding clause in my work now, but it does seem reasonable to take a look at other openings when you have lost passion and dedication to the current work. I really don’t know if I’ll continue this path of life, but I do know one thing: right now I’m getting my satisfaction from the kids, not the admin work, not the office politicking.

Let’s hope this satisfaction lasts.