It’s been a pretty long time since I posted. Things have been generally the same these days, with the routine work to be done daily and the usual screw-ups I encounter on a weekly basis.
One thing though, I get the feeling that some people at work are beginning to dislike me and my decisions/actions recently. It’s hard to explain and I can’t quite put my finger on it, but it’s a gut feeling I have and usually my gut feelings are rather accurate. I do have in mind some names, but I’m willing to give them the benefit of the doubt for the time being since nothing concrete or real has been said or done by them.
Expectations are running high and I don’t think I can keep up. It’s one thing to do something and get credit for it, but another thing to expect someone to do something just because “you look like you can”. If looks matter so much in this area, I would have given up my daily skincare and makeup routine! I was just trying to be professional by not looking like a zombie every day, which is basically how I feel almost all the time. So now looking neat and clean means “you look like you can (do something)”?
Another thing, the date’s getting nearer and yup I’m getting excited, though I don’t exactly know why and for what.
